I'm Finally Free

"I'm Finally Free". That is the 1st sentence I said after we had broken up. We had broken up on 3Dec, at around12.34am. I'm sorry Shafiq Nordin for what I've done to u. Doesn't even crossed my mind nk putus hubungan dgn u. I da lama pendam ni, act, I don't like ur 'sesetengah perangai'. No need for me to mention here. Let me keep all of this. That's why I decided we better split up. I had my own reasons why i buat cm tu. Too many things that I keep this store, but I never told you. At last, i nekad kita putus. I've a lot of things to say act. tapi tak sanggup hati ni. Dulu, I suka bebai-bebai n marah-marah kat u. but, u never want to dive into my heart. Kenapa aku marah? Kenapa aku bebai *unconcerned about me. :) Masa I minta putus,Kenapa u tak halang? Kenapa u diam? Mana perginya 'lelaki' anda?? I guess, u don't mind about losing me right? Then after breakup, u dah buat perkara yg lagi i saket hati. Its oke dude. :) I remember ur promise and I tunggu janji u, but u are very busy busy busy with ur world, ur work and ur life. There's no time for me! sbelum kita couple lg u janji nk buat tu. Tunggu dah separuh abad dah. Act, I tak pernah ada rasa 'love' kat u, *sorry again. I just wanted u to be my friend, but I pun tak tau cm na I bleh accepted ur 'proposal' I thought, I can love u after i couple dgn u but i was wrong. I just 'sayang' u, bkn 'cinta' u. Sometimes, i paksa diri utk terima u, but i cant ! And u, there never was an attempt to prove ur love to me. If u strive won my heart, I think I may fall in love with u. I don't see ur efforts. Ur love just on ur lips and words *nothing special! Eventually, i'm already bored with ur 'sorry word'. Sbelum u terfikir sesuatu psal i, let me tell u 1st. I'm not materialistic. For me, no need la this all. I just want...want...want...  *never mind :)

*Hopefully you can meet someone who is better than me. Good Luck bro :)
Its too complicated for me to explain and now, I feel so free. Thanks God.